FANFIC
Severely
*[RIP]
by Kim
Hye Rin & Fantasys--
Characters : Kris Wu Yi Fan ( Exo M )
: Oh Sehun ( Exo K )
: Kim Hye Rin (oc)
Description : When to love you is more difficult
than to
break up,
When to let you go is more
severe
than to
die ,
Severely ,
I guess I loved you too
severely
Genre : Melodrama
One;
He took a place by my side , leaning on the same wall I did , he leaves a
few inches between us. I can hear his every heavy breath that've been exhaled .
I turn my head to found out that he was already glazing at me . Our glazes
stops at each other . That eyes , were full of passion . I was somehow
overwhelmed with love . I was still staring at him , looking at every detail of
his devine face . Maybe I'm wrong but this face was so familiar . It's more
than familiar . It's like someone that I've met , that I've loved during my
past live . But still , I didn't believe in things like past life or the nonsense
that he had been telling me ..
He leans his head on my shoulder and whimpers like a cat .. He seems so
comfortable, I smile.. I felt kind of symphatize ? or should I called it love ?
Deep in my heart, I want to curls in his arm . That way , we can heal our
trembling hearts . But heart and mind doesn't always synchronize , you have to
sacrifice one of it . And I choose to sacrifice my heart . I get up and headed
straight to the door . The world just got quiet , only my heart was yelling to
stop . Kris , I completely ignore him ..
I breathe in and no scent of Kris is detected . Then , I realized that I
was outside the apartment now . I thought he would come and stop me but he
didn't . If he really mean what he said , he would have stop me .. or else he
just wanted me to die .. 'You gonna die' .. that's what he said to me just now
.. I'm not sure what motive he have .. Maybe he doesn't want me to
achieve my dream , my only dream that if I achived it , my future would be
bright ..
As I smile, damn proud of myself as I keep thinking inside my head that I
can stay live normally without him, I took my steps outside. I reach out for my
phone, unlocking it to check the time. ‘7; 30 pm’ and I’m late for the
competition. “Gosh, I’m late,” I mumbled, -The competition will start in less
than an hour and I'm still here. I took a deep breath and exhaled, as I'm collecting my left spirit to go on and ran out of the building.
To my luck, the event hall where the competition supposes to hold was a
stone’s throw away from Kris apartment and since there’s no taxi drive along
here, I speed up my pace with a wide smile drawn upon my face. And here there
are. I can imagine the shining lights show beneath me. The audience was
clapping proudly at me as I bow to them. “There just a road to cross”, I
whispered to myself, and I’ll be a step away to achieve my dream since I was a
small girl. Without even cares of looking left to right like I used to, I
carelessly cross the road, not wanting to stops any of my steps like I have
been poses by the competition before a lights come from my left side- I feel my
hearts beat stop immediately. Almost nothing and a train of thought come
attacking my mind that time, ‘Is this what Kris have been talking to me all
about?’ –And- “Hyerin-ahh!”
That voice…I shiver, that voce and then I feel someone grab me and push me
away from that light source where I know it belong to a car. My body hit the
road hardly. My head hurts damn much until I can’t even barely open my eyes
widely and I see a familiar figure lying on that road, where I supposed to lay
on it few seconds ago, those familiar hands and body shape…
“Kris.. Dear !..Honey.." I scream out his name from the top of my lung and used all
the left strength I have now to walk beside him, bursting into tears, tears that
I hold when I saw him lying on the road as it gently drops onto his face. “Since when you use
endearments on me…?” Kris said, filling his words with chucks of coughing
blood. His voice fills my mind that time and it’s hurt me when his voice
sounding breaking at some point. I hug him tightly like my life depends on him
because I can’t let him go now, just not now. Kris coughs suddenly, when he
tried to whisper something to me “…Kris…” I begged, “I’m sorry…Mianhae…Please
forgive me…I should have listened to you...” I said with still messily sobbing
harder.
He smiles. And those angelic smiles that have many times successfully
melted my heart to the dangerous point float again, “Hyerin-ah, I do this all
because of you, my love. And…If you feel guilty, you should go on with
the competition instead and promise me to make sure you…win…that
competition…for me…” His voice was low, like he was fighting with death.
Kris look straight, deep into my eyes, finding mine, with the smiles were till
sticking on his face, trying as harder as he can not to shows me any of his
incredible pain. I hug him again, tighter than before when my heart start to
trembling a lot and faster than normal.
“Saranghae…” I whisper into his ear for the last time.
He nods, mentally saying ‘I love you too,’ when a stranger pass by and
being concerning about what happen ask if we need help. “I’ll help you. I take
him to the hospital. Don’t worry, I’m sure he’s fine.” The stranger said as he
rushes his hand to press the number of the ambulance and calls the emergency
here. “Go…” Kris pleads at me. I look up at the stranger with pleading
eyes, “I’ll call you after we reached the hospital.”The stranger said like he
knows what have been lingering inside my mind right now. I get up, wiping all
my tears as I buy what have Kris’s said to me. Yes, I’m doing this for him,
only him. I give the stranger my contact number before dash out inside the
hall.
Not wasting any more time, I get into my performance dress, a simple black
but shiny gown. It’s was my turn now. I grip the hem of my gown because I’m
nervous and scared. The MC gives me a signal to get ready and I went up beside
the stage.
“Please welcome Miss Kim Hyerin.” The MC announced, loudly, as planned, I
carefully went on the stage with thousand pairs of eyes staring at me,
participating in what I’m going to show them and I feel relax for a couple of
minutes. I open the piano case and my fingers automatically twirling around the
piano like I’m doing some kind of magic tricks. So reflex and relaxing,
although it not perfect as it seem but I’m glad I didn’t make any silly
mistakes yet and I continue performing until the second song, my mind flies
away with Kris as the song tune getting slower and slower. I can feel the tears
tearing up at the verge of my eyes and the song end.
The crowd gives me a big applause; even some of them even stand up and
whistle as I ended my performance. I bow ninety degree to show my gratitude for
them, supporting me and leave the stage.
“Hyerin-ah, nice shot but this is more important, while you were having
your show on, you phone ring and I answered it for you. It’s a man. I don’t
know who he is but he said your fiancé is in the hospital. You should go now. I
take care of the things here.” My unnie said in her panic tune. She didn’t know
yet what happen to Kris , I don’t have the chance to tell her so after
hearing the news so I grab my bag and went to rush into the door when my sister
hold me, “You think you can go there by your own? .” She said. Her
words making me feel a little bit at ease so I just nod and flash her my
infamous bitter smile to let her know that I’m perfectly okay.
For the second time tonight, I run, with the same trembling heart but the
different is at first, I was running away from him but now, I was running to
him and hoping dearly that I can be inside his warm embrace again, hoping I can
see his naughty smirk again, like the past But the world don’t seem to agreed
in what I been hoping so, my pace turns slow and in the second minutes after
,my world turn pitch black and Kris face disappear, swallow by the blackness.
:: TO BE CONTINUED ::
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